misc. thoughts

1. I never knew that I could long for an automatic sprinkler system. I had to move the sprinkler 4 times yesterday to water the lawn, or should I say part of the front lawn.

2. Watching middle school kids flirt and carry on can just be too much sometimes. After school on Monday there were two kids in the library and Stephen quietly asked if I could leave for a few minutes. I whispered back, "What because you like her and want me to leave so you can ask her to be your girlfriend? Forget it, I will turn on the radio so I won't be able to hear you."

3. I have a definite love-hate relationship with health insurance. Without going into too many details I will say that I was using both of our insurances so far for my appointments thinking that it would save money, it's actually making some of the costs higher. I am switcing plans during open enrollment and we will do some major investigating before deciding if we are going to use my new one or just stick with Brien's. Bottom line, it looks like I have to change plans to at least end the crazy situation we are currently in.

4. Last night I told the 12-15 yr. old girls from church that I am pregnant. I give it until tomorrow to be all over school. Today the information likely made contact with 30% of the student body. It's easy to have a rumor spread. There are about 325 students total and there were 12 of them at the activity last night.

5. Brien is so good to me. I just love him so much. I had a dream/nightmare last night that I was married to someone else, and it seemed so wrong. I looked at this guy and kept thinking, "Why am I married to you?!?! I'm supposed to be with Brien. I would be so much happier if I was with Brien instead of you." Needless to say, I was relieved to wake up and realize I had been having a nightmare.